...of old friends and new finds

I met Meor today. god its been a while since ive seen him. hes so skinny man. serious, its like hes not eating enough. guess, the mckk food must really suck. but it doesnt make much sense, cause my dad was from mckk and look at the size of him. hmm. haha anyways, after prayers me, meor, fadh, bidi, ayam, and zak went to aunty junes for lunch. i had the pineapple fried rice. yumm. haha i ordered 7up, with ice but they gave me 7up ice instead. oh well, haha. after that i went to parade to ask the camera shop bout the nikon service centre in pj and shit, but thats not interesting.

what was interesting today was, when you think about it, all of us (me and my friends) have changed a lot through the years. myself for an example, i was really chubby during high school and im a lot leaner than i used to be haha. some of us have also started smoking, im not saying any names tho. hehe. our attitude overall have also changed. like some of us that used to be really active are now really quiet and kinda anti-social. the losers like myself last time are more socially-inclined now haha. well, i guess its how you want to lead your life. you lead the life you choose. if something is blocking you from doing what you want, you should jump the hurdle and proceed to the gate. dont let anything block you. its your dream and noone elses. quite a bit to think about eh?

today i found the song that brooke howard smith and dustin latimer sang at the end of vg20 roots. its called arizona by fierce asian gang. weird name for a band but hey whatever they want. i also think its funny how the initials of the band can spell fag. haha. so hey the song is awesome and you guys should definitely check it out. dont think you can find it on kazaa or limewire though. heres the link for the guys that wanna check it out. http://www.landscape.org.nz/fag/

i havent got an answer from her yet. i dont wanna seem pushy and keep asking her for it so im just gonna keep quiet. lets hope she even remembers. or hope that she reads this ;P haha. i read her blog this morning and it kinda helped explain some things for me. i just wished she had told me about it earlier. i've gone through a lot of shit trying to get her, and ive kinda reached a point where i just cant handle much more shit. so if she says no, i think im ready to let her go :-/ at least, my mind will be at peace once again after that eh?

it seems you can check wether or not you get chosen for national service. the papers however, states that you can only check on saturday (tomorrow) . but i still sms-ed my ic number, hoping that i would get an answer now, but nope, no answer. guess i'll wait till tomorrow for an answer then. i dont wanna go into the first batch though, i wanna go in the second batch. the first batch starts on the 13th of december till the 6th of march if im not mistaken. thats right after spm. - - - are you kidding me? i dont want to go for national service straight after months of studying and pure mental torcher. its not that i mind doing all the excercises and what-nots, its just too damn soon. they should have given us a little gap for us to release the tension before putting us through some more hoops. dumb government.

oh well, that's it for today, i'll try to fill some stuff in for the weekend or before the party at subang parade on the 30th. i doubt i will but i will try my very best. so im off to go watch the new dvd i just bought which was monty python and the meaning of life. it should be good. i really enjoyed monty python's life of brian and monty python and the holy grail. hehe. oh and just now, i redeemed the coffee bean card with all the stamps i collected, and got a regular ultimate mocha for only a buck and five cents. damn good deal. yay for me. ahah thats it. enough. bye all.

-iglue